Constantly Evolving

things I didn't know I needed...

2012-01-26T18:02:00.002-06:00

Hello? OMG! This is the coolest gadget I have bought in a long long time. It's called the Pop phone. It is so comfortable and I can actually hear much better (I seriously can't wait to use this in public. I am not kidding...people will either laugh or want to buy one)! I will be honest...I hate head sets...they drive me mad. So when I saw this today...I had to buy it...I just had to. Plus it's pink. And I love pink. Really...anything cute and pink...I am a sucker for it! So yes, this is one of those items I didn't know I needed until I saw it. And I knew I needed it when I saw it. This has happened to you too, yes?

OK...moving along...

This refurbished bench.

Oh my.

And it was such a bargain

How could I not bring it home?

It whispered to me as I walked by...it said:

"Hey Caroline, I make a really cool spot to shoot flowers and cups on, I am more than just a bench. Really, I have so much potential...you must take me. Plus I am really effing bored here."

Can't disagree there...

OK...do tell...what have you bought that you didn't know you needed until you saw it?

Curious minds wanna know!!!

retro cam

2012-01-25T09:28:00.002-06:00

I totally forgot about these photos I took a while back with my phone. Some are bizarre, some are funny, some might not make any sense...but that's cool.

I am a sucker for shoe shots!

I donno...but I love this. I shot it out of my car window...those half mannequin's crack me up!

I totally dig the 70's vibe going on here...

LOL...these kids look terrified!!!! And what's up with those socks just hangin' there?

I love a good solitary urban winter shot...yes I do!

Did you drink too much? I think you might be spinning! ;)

Alright..off to shoot more kids. Gawd, that sounds so awful. You do know I mean with a camera, right?

Happy hump day!

xoxo

Anthro love

2012-01-24T06:30:00.000-06:00

Ok...seriously...this cup! I love it. I spent a nice bit of time in Anthropologie yesterday...well, Kate got it into my head that I should go...so what's a girl to do? Well, I did have a store credit that needed to be taken care of too.

So back to this cup...it's amazing the inspiration it gave me today. Maybe I needed a bit of color...I donno, but this cup makes me happy. Seriously happy. Isn't that funny? There are just certain things...little things...like pretty cups, good coffee, a new manicure (which I did get too), a great song, cupcakes, giggling, the smell of a fresh cut lemon, new sunglasses, a soft comfy sweater on a cold day, fresh flowers, a smile... I love those little things. And really, as I have gotten older, it's the little things that make me happy. Sometimes the big things are just "too big" and not as exciting as those little fun 99 cent things. I am one for instant gratification! *smiles*

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So this week is going to be crazy busy...I am shooting all the kids in our school for a fundraising project. That's like 500 kids. OMG...what was I thinking when I volunteered myself for this? Oh well...it should be fun. I think. I hope. Oh boy...

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Give me some time to play catch up...

Have a great week peeps!

xoxo

that kind of day...

2012-01-22T16:12:00.000-06:00

Lazy...

It's cold and gray outside. And I actually got too much sleep last night! I am a 7 to 81/2 hour a night sleeper. Under 7 hours I am tired and crabbyish...over 81/2 I am lethargic and lazy. Last night I got about 10 hours of sleep! Oh yes I did...and I am dragging booty today like nobodies business! Ugh...

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So a friend of mine NOT on Pinterest (the horror!) was saying that she does not "get it". Huh? I laughed at myself when I explained to her that Pinterest is: "where you go to categorize and collect all the things in life that you can't afford, can't really make (but will try to or want to) and can't go (cuz it's so flipping expensive or near impossible to get to!). I had to laugh...but it's kinda true though...

Anyway...I did find this ruffled duvet on Pinterest, and I want it on my my bed stat!

And I am not ashamed to admit...

buy the print here

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And I will leave you with one last Ball jar flower shot...

Now it's time for a mid-afternoon coffee break!

Happy Sunday my friends!

xoxo

Saturday randoms

2012-01-21T14:53:00.001-06:00

So I was at Whole Foods this morning and I stumbled across these Ball jars. Oh man...totally thought of Char and her gorgeous window sill ball jar flower shots. I smiled as I popped the jar into my cart...rolling down the isles wondering what flowers I would put into them. I still miss Char...her easy going Southern manner...sharp humor and song selections. Hey girl, if you are up there listening...hope you are cooking something sweet and delicious, and jamming to some good tunes...miss you honey!!!

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Anyway, I am getting organized today. I finally incorporated my business...eeeek...but yay! See that pretty flower box there? Yep, in there are my articles of incorporation. I fell like a big girl now. Silly huh?

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I am still jonesing over these photo templates I downloaded the other day. I am just loving the bar of soap I bought..."something" rose. I forgot what the something smell is...but I assure you, this bar of soap smells divine! I cannot wait to use it after yoga today. I am usually not a "rosy" kind of girl...but this just about knocked my socks off when I smelled it.

Alrighty then...that's all I got at the moment. I think I am going to make a nice freshly ground peanut butter sammy on hearty toasted grain bread. How good does that sound??? Mmmmmm

Hope you are having a beautiful weekend!

xoxo

soft and sweet

2012-01-20T06:30:00.000-06:00

Ohhhhh more goodies for my photoshopping freinds!!! Have you heard of Pugly Pixel? Dang...this girl has it going on! I downloaded some kick-ass free templates. You can find them HERE. Whoot! Have fun!

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So I am totally getting caught up in all things soft and sweet. What is it about Valentines day that does this to me? Perhaps it's because I am an incurable romantic? hmmmm. Also, it's freezing ass cold and all I want to do is surround myself with warm cuddly softness. I forgot how "sharp" the bitter cold can be. It's like a slap in the face. Ouch...I don't really like that. So I suppose I am offsetting the sharpness with all things soft and sweet.

OK...let's talk sweets for a moment. What is your favorite candy? I am partial to the "gummy family" and I love juju bee's...but I can't find them anywhere. I know, they will pull out my fillings...but I love those things! Ok, I confess I am totally eating the sweet tart hearts right now...of course I bought them to shoot...but I had to eat a few...you know, for good measure! And honestly, I don't love them...but I am still eating them. Why? Because they are in front of me. Ok...excuse me for a moment, while I put these into another room...

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Ok..I am back! And just a reminder...PLEASE be careful when uploading your photos to the web. Watermark them, and size them small enough so if they are stolen, they can't be printed. If any of you follow Florabella on Facebook I am sure you have heard about some of her photos being stolen and sold on sites (and defaced too). It's awful that people do this! But it does happen... Be careful out there kiddos!

Happy Friday!!!

xoxo

Oh what a day!

2012-01-17T19:57:00.000-06:00

Oh yes...we made it ice skating. OMG...so fun! And thank the lord that my dear Father In Law bought my kids ice skates...cuz the rental line was effing long (I think I would have poked my eyes out standing in that)! I felt sorry for those folks just standing there...waiting...and waiting...while my kids just waltzed right on to the rink (which is free by the way!). Ye! Haw! *smiles*

Honestly, I love a blurry picture now and then. I really do!

Yep...we made it to Magnolia's Bakery. I have no idea what this insanely delicious looking cake is...but I totally want in my belly!

OMG...does that look good or what? I had to move away very quickly after taking this shot.

Mmmmm...cupcakes! OK...I have to be honest here...they are good...but not as good as NYC. And they are so freaking expensive. Ay yi yi! See those mini cupcakes on the counter? There are 12 little cupcakes in that container...and they wanted $18 for that. HUH? I can buy that at Dominick's for $2.99!!! "F" that noise! *shaking head* OK, I bought it. Yes, I am totally disappointed in myself too...but the kids loved it...so whatever.

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OK...so Thursday I have a big photoshoot with the company I am working for. Clients are coming in to watch me shoot their products...holy crap! Talk about pressure. I am going in tomorrow to set up and get everything ready. Sheesh...I am nervous as hell! So I figured I better practice...so I took a bunch of photos of eggs today. I really hate eating eggs...yuck...but I think they are pretty to photograph.

Sorry...that sure is a lot of egg photos for one post! LOL.

OK...off to check out your blogs...I have lots of catching up to do!

xoxo

a cat's life...

2012-01-16T11:27:00.000-06:00

Does is get any better? I mean, how great would it be to be a cat? Maybe not always...but for like a few days? Just lie there, get pet, have someone feed you and carry you, clean up after you? Kinda sounds like being a baby too!

Ah well...I suppose it's nice to be human too. But there are moments when I think..wow...a cat's life really is a good one (as long as you are not an ally cat...that would suck).

Wish I had something more profound to write about today. I am taking the kiddos ice skating and to Magnolia's for cupcakes. I hope the Magnolia's here is as good as the one in NYC! Yummy!

OK...off to freeze my booty off! Hope you are enjoying your Monday!

xoxo

Finding truth

2012-01-13T13:48:00.000-06:00

Truth.

Sometimes the truth feels lonely or scary. Especially in those moments when you realize that the life you are living is not a truthful (or authentic) one. What I mean by that is...when you are going about your life and you have everything you need and want, but still feel like something is wrong, missing or just not right. It's then that you have to find your truth.

For awhile I just surrounded myself with material crap that I thought would make me feel better. That could not have been farther from the truth! And when I began to discover what was right for me...the buying stopped (well, it has drastically slowed down...I am a girl after all! And do like to purchase something pretty now and again).

So why write about this today? Not sure...but last Sunday I took a meditation class and the instructor kept telling us over and over to step into our light and follow our truth. Easier said than done. But I realize that is what I did over that past 21/2 years. I got really fucking honest with myself and slowly began making changes in my life. I began following my heart and listening...really listening to that inner voice. It was the scariest thing I ever did too. A part of me died...but I discovered a whole new side of myself I never knew existed. I lost some friends along the way, I hurt some people too (not intentionally), and I cried a lot...I mean, I could have filled a bathtub with my tears. But in the end, I found this very strong and capable woman too...and that is pretty incredible.

Anyway...

I share this today as hope...hope for anyone going though changes, hope for anyone who knows that they are not being honest with them self, and hope for those who might have just begun their journey in finding truth. A journey in truth is mind blowing, but beautiful in that very raw and real way. And soon you will experience "things" or meet people along the way that will help you. Doors WILL open and happiness will be restored. And that's pretty fucking amazing!

Be brave and shine on!

xoxo

actions speak louder than words

2012-01-12T09:24:00.003-06:00

OMG...to all my photoshop buddies that love actions...I stumbled across this site...K.Miller Photography Her actions are amazing and very reasonable (like half the cost of Florabella and you get more actions)! All of these photos above were processed with actions from her CHUNFEN set. Love love love...I am going to download the SOLSTICE set next (rubbing hands in excitement).

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Anyway...big hugs to you all for your kind words on my previous post! I hope you know how much it means to me...many of you have been following me for years...and you have seen me at my worst. The past few years have been tough...but I am living proof that you can make it through hard shit and dark times. You can. It takes patience, good friends, a few drinks at times, and lots of hope. But hold on to faith... because there is light at the end of the tunnel! I swear there is...

xoxo

it will all work out

2012-01-10T19:08:00.001-06:00

photo credit here

Just be patient...

Awww look at my baby boy, Samson. I can't believe he let me take his picture. He usually runs away as soon as he see's my camera. Funny how some dogs are like that...

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Anyway...I think your prayers worked. I am now the photographer for a boutique foodservice consulting firm...I will be the one taking photos and doing the food styling for their clients. This is so crazy. I mean, I could not dream up this job if I tried.

Here's the thing I have learned in the past year... Dream Big...and don't limit yourself. And let all the pieces fall into place organically. Doors will open when YOU are really ready. That is the key...when YOU are ready. I would not have been ready for this last year. But now I am. I am so effing ready! And when I told myself I was...then everything changed. Believe in yourself. Honor when you are ready. Be patient with yourself when you are not.

Then stand back and let the doors open.

It will all work out...

xoxo

Message in a bottle

2012-01-09T18:50:00.000-06:00

I love that word...grace. I wonder though, how can I actually use it in my life more. I don't often feel graceful. What I do like about grace is the very deliberate thought and movement that seems to go with this word. You can't hurry grace. Grace to me is quiet, soft, delicate, sincere, a loving presence. Yes, I would like to be all of those things more often.

I am feeling very soft and feminine today...can you tell? LOL. I have not taken flower shots in what feels like ages! But I was inspired by the paper whites and orchids that are in my bedroom. A juxtaposition of delicate and exotic...such different flowers, but so beautiful in their own way.

Anyway...that's pretty much it at the moment. It was a quiet day today. I took a meditation class yesterday and maybe I am still feeling mindful from it. That's a bonus. Tomorrow is gonna be a busy one...I have another meeting...eeeeeeep.

OK...pretty soon I think I can let you in on my secret. Not just yet though...but I think things are falling into place. I will know more tomorrow and will tell you what's what. Ohhhhh keeping fingers crossed and saying little prayers.

I am dying to do a little happy dance...but I will be patient...the music has not started yet...

xoxo

Saturday randoms

2012-01-07T19:56:00.000-06:00

1. Owl hat from Target...$12! Love love love!
2. Golfers in a terrarium...hilarious! Not sure why it's funny to me...but it is.
3. Random urban dude on the corner...and that light! OMG...looks professionally lit, but it's a camera phone shot from the car (sometimes you just get lucky).
4. Silly sign cracking me up.

I love random. It makes life funner. Yes, funner is a word. Totally. Plus spell checker did not underline it in red, so it must a word.

So, how is your weekend going? It's been pretty good here...did a bit of running around today. I even had McDonald's for lunch...which was gross actually. Even the fries tasted bad. What's up with that? The city traffic was awful too! Where was everyone going? The parking lot at Target was insane..almost made me not want to go in...almost...LOL. Crazy what we put up with to go to Target. And why? Because Target is fun and has lots of cute crap that I want to buy. But I was good...really I was. And my daughter did need an owl hat. Really, she did. I think everyone needs an owl hat. It makes life funner.

What else? That's pretty much it. Ohhhh...I am making breakfast for dinner and I think I am going to watch Bad Teacher after the kids go to bed. *smiles*

OMG...did you actually read this post? I don't think I mentioned anything worthwhile!!!

Ok...will make it up to you...here's something I found on pinterest that I loved.

Have a great weekend!

xoxo

This and that...

2012-01-05T19:41:00.005-06:00

Make your own croutons! Take old bread (not moldy...lol) cube it, toss it with EVOO, sea salt and some spices. Put in the oven at 400 degrees for about 10 minutes! Easy peasy and delicious!

So I am trying to get a healthy start to the new year... Eating lots of colorful foods, making salads and all that crap. Fun. Actually I think it's more fun to take photos of my food than to eat it!!! Is that weird? Yeah...thought so... :)

Anyway...how are you???

I am sorry for my absence lately. It's been very busy in my little neck of the woods. I am working on something...and if it comes to fruition...holy shit...it's gonna be HUGE. I wish I could give you more details but I can't at the moment. I can give you one clue...it does involve food. Now I can't say anymore...nope...lips sealed. I am a bit superstitious that way.

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So what else? Hmmmm...I am so inspired by the color gray lately. Seriously. I know, that's weird too. But I love the color gray. There is something so tranquil about it. Now I don't want gray 24/7...but every now ant then, a little gray brings me needed "quiet." I love this photo I took below...it just makes me feel peaceful.

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Oh and my friend posted this chart on facebook...LOL!!! Don't take offense...it's good fun. So, what religion are you??? I always knew I was Buddhist!

endings and fresh starts

2012-01-03T07:00:00.000-06:00

OMG..those pecans..so flipping good! And addicting. And high in calories! But who cares...life is short! So go eat something yummy! *smiles*

(these here are ribbons of very thinly sliced zucchini...when pan grilled with sea salt...it makes an awesome side dish!)

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Sorry I have been absent...but the past week has been nuts. Between Christmas and New Year's there was a funeral. Oh gosh...that was so sad to say good bye. But it was such a beautiful tribute...and it brought so many friends together. So many heartfelt words were said, and many tears shed. It was so good to see how much Ron was loved. He is a good soul. The emphasis on IS a good soul. His physical body may be gone...but I am certain that his spirit is soaring...

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And so today I took down the xmas tree, cleaned the floors and windows, put fresh sheets on all the beds, sweated out my toxins in Bikram yoga, and cleared my thoughts.

There is just nothing better than starting the year off with a clean house and mind. I donno...it feels so fresh and good to have a fresh clean start.

I am now ready to get this show on the road. Yep...I am ready to soar!!!

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I will be catching up with you all...I have missed visiting your blogs!!!

xoxo

Happy New You!!!

2011-12-31T11:50:00.000-06:00

Are you ready for a new beginning? A new year? A new you, perhaps? I wonder what this year will bring. We are like the empty bottles in that top photo...waiting to be filled up. How will you fill your bottle? Be mindful as you think about that.

And like that simple glass of water...be clear in your thoughts. Clarity is wonderful.

Anyway...

What a year 2011 was. New beginnings, sad endings, but overall many important lessons to have learned. Believe was my word...and as I said before...it was so powerful. I do believe now. I believe in miracles, I believe in myself, I believe that if you want something bad enough you will get it. But I had to really learn that lesson...I had to own it. And I owned that word. And it was good for me.

*sigh*

So now in a few hours 2012 will bestow itself on us...and I will close 2011 with a happy heart. And no regrets.

And so my word in 2012 is SOAR. I am ready. I have been standing on the edge of the cliff...I am ready to jump off and see what becomes of me. I really have nothing to fear. Is there a such thing as failure? I don't think so. So like this paper white flower ready to bloom, I too await the emergence of what will become this year.

I wish you all a beautiful new beginning and year filled with miracles, magic and blessings.

xoxo

Mexican Wedding cookies...

2011-12-22T16:58:00.001-06:00

OK...I re-named these to Mexican Peso cookies. For what ever reason...they flattened out when I baked them (instead of staying in a ball form). And you know what..I like these waaaaaay better. They are super light and crisp. And perfect with a nice strong cup of coffee. Yep...that is all good.

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So my dear friend died on my birthday...WTF? Ugh...that totally sucked. But the good thing (if there is one) is that he is no longer suffering. Cancer is an effing bitch. It takes too many good people from us.

*sigh*

But I don't want to sit here and boo hoo. I want to celebrate his life...and mine for that matter! Hell yeah...let's celebrate, tis the season!

Not sure how much blogging I will be getting in over the next few days. As it's busier than a bee's behind in my house (is a bee's behind busy? Hmmmm...just like the way that sounded).

Anyway...what ever you are celebrating this season...I wish you much love, light, peace and happiness!!!

Cheers!!!

so cute you wanna barf...

2011-12-19T16:04:00.003-06:00

I mean really...can this guy be any cuter? I don't think so!

Ohhhh...momiji dolls...I love them. And they make perfect stocking stuffers!

And then there is the no chip manicure I got last week...so far so good...I don't see any chips here!

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Falalalalalalalafuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck...are you kickin' it in high gear now? Tick tock that holiday clock is ticking. It's crazy how quickly this year is coming to a close. YIKES!

Ohhhhh I have chosen my word for 2012. I am excited about it too. It's a good one for me. This past year my word was believe. Gosh...it was beautiful. A great word for me. I was humbled by this word and made to believe in myself. I will be sad to let this word go...but I will hold on to it too (for it's always good to believe!)

Do you choose words? Do you have resolutions? Just curious. I don't do resolutions...I can't seem to keep them (then I feel shitty when I break them). Life is too short to let yourself down! So no resolutions for me!

Anyway...I am off to bake more cookies. Seriously. I think I may have a problem...LOL. Tonight it's Mexican Wedding cookies! Ay! Caramba!

a little bit of white stuff

2011-12-18T10:47:00.001-06:00

We got some snow yesterday...woo hoo! Now it really feels like Christmas to me. I love the first snowfall. It's just magical. My baby boy Samson (seen in the last photo) thought the snow was kinda weird. LOL...he has not really seen snow before...such a Cali dog he was. But after awhile he warmed up to the idea (can one warm up to snow? hmmmmm).

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Anyway today I have a heavy heart. A dear dear friend of mine is dying. Stage 4 brain cancer..he is 42. He found out in August. WTF??? They brought him home now...with hospice and morphine. He has days... He just got married in October. Fuck. He's a really good guy too...I mean really really good. A huge heart. I can only shake my head in disbelief. And I pray when he goes...it's peaceful. And I hope he becomes one of my angels...cuz he'd be a good one to have watching over me.

Another reminder folks...life is so short. And fleeting.

Go do something frivolous today!!!

I have no idea...

2011-12-17T07:00:00.000-06:00

Ta! Da! How friggin cute is that?

What has gotten into me? I have been making sugar scrubs, ornaments and now cookies? My goodness...could it be the Christmas spirit? Bah Humbug! Can't be...

*grins*

What ever it is...it's kinda fun, and I really enjoy being a bit crafty (that's just a bit odd for me, as I am not usually the crafty type!). Ah well, I am gonna keep rollin' with this until I burn myself out.

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OK photog friends...I have a must read blog. It's called In Bed With Sue. Darn good stuff there...tips, tricks, refreshers...you name it. Yep...and I really like her name too. She's got balls and she is not afraid to use them...LOL. But seriously...I needed to read her blog. This article was especially eye opening. It's about how much you charge clients...and this woman ain't cheap!! It got me thinking about how much I am worth. So get this, I shot an event in October and a man asked me if I would shoot his Christmas party. I said sure (and was so excited to get a potential gig). But then he asked me how much I would charge. I gave him my price and he said..."wow that's really expensive! Can you do like, half?" I said no. He looked at me like I was nuts. Then I said to him (and I am not lying here...I really said this...) "You know that's actually really cheap...I am a fucking great photographer." He stood there for a minute and said..."I bet you are...now I wish I could afford you!" Seriously...that happened to me! AND...it actually felt good to say I am a fucking great photographer. And you know why it felt so good? Because it was in that moment that I actually BELIEVED in myself. Holy shit...I need to let that sink in.

Now, I am not trying to be all cocky...and my work does not appeal to everyone. But there are people out "there" who do appreciate my work and are willing to pay for it (the tricky part is finding them!!!!).

I do think we all need this reminder. How many times do you feel that your "work" or creative endeavors are not worth much? I know I have struggled with this for a long long time. I never thought I could earn a living doing what I love. I never thought I was worth a "price." I didn't believe in my talents. But I love what I do and I always give 110%. And that is worth something. Like I said yesterday, it's one foot in front of the other. And it's time that make this shit happen.

Who's with me?

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OMG! Have you seen this video? If this does not make you smile...you may need to go back to bed!

arugula and dogs make it better...

2011-12-16T07:00:00.000-06:00

Seriously...this salad is amazing. Just sayin! I have made it twice this week...I can't get enough. And it seems so perfect for this time of year. And really, when I eat green stuff like this...I feel better. Funny how green foods do that to you. But I think there is something to that...feeling depressed, sad or down? Eat a salad (hmmmmm...I donno something seems wrong with that...)! How about eat a salad and then a shitload of chocolate! OK...that sounds about right! *smiles*

This here is my big baby, Samson. Damn...I love this dog. He is so sweet...he gets me. Pets make the best therapists! They don't charge you $$$, they listen without judgement, and they love you unconditionally. It really does not get better than that.

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Anyhoo...I am over my pity party and moving forward. It's one day at a time. One foot in front of the other. I do love that saying by Lao Tzu..."a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." So here I am with my faithful friend...baring my feet in the freezing cold...taking that step forward.

Hope you have a great weekend...do tell me that most of your holiday shopping is done...oh boy it's gonna be rough out there! LOL

Have faith... :)

photo credit here

xoxo

life lessons...

2011-12-14T16:52:00.001-06:00

I am tired today...(I did take a nap after I took this photo).

Today was kinda shitty. It's pouring rain. And I am having a grand ole' pitty party for myself.

Don't join me at the party..it's really not that fun. Really, it's not.

But it's OK. I am OK. Just kinda needed to get through some shit. Maybe that's all part of growth.

But some days are weary and hard. That's just life. Some days are good and some days suck. And today sorta sucked. But not entirely. Maybe I needed this day to remind me how important my dream is. I don't want to give up. Hell no! I don't want to settle. I want what I want and it's hard waiting for things to happen! I really fucking hate waiting. I need instant gratification (thanks McDonald's!).

I am doing everything I can in my power to make things happen.

And there is really nothing more I can do.

So I will sit tight and wait. I have to just let go and let God or the Universe or who ever is "up there" or "out there" work their miracles.

*sigh*

Another lesson to be learned...

So what's a girl to do when she is in this position?

Go to Pinterest of course (hey it's a lot less calories than chocolate)! And it makes me happy.

Thanks for listening...

I do feel better now!

xoxo

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I did it!

2011-12-14T07:00:00.000-06:00

Ok...totally psyched about this project (gosh, I really do love pinterest....I get the best ideas there!). So I made these scrubs yesterday...so easy. I mixed brown sugar, white sugar and raw sugar together, added olive oil (not the extra virgin...thought it might smell to pungent) and vitamin E oil (bought at Trader Joe's). I bought 3 different essential oils (lily of the valley, tangerine and lime) and mixed it with the sugar and oil. I did a plain lily of the valley, tangerine & lime mixture, and I mixed some vanilla extract with the tangerine to make a vanilla orange. OMG...they smell so good. I am lucky to have a Crate and Barrel outlet near me so I picked up these jars and plastic tasting spoons for dirt cheap. And that's that...a easy but wonderful gift. I will for sure keep this on hand for other gifts besides Christmas. Oh...I did make a lily of the valley scrub for myself...it really smells amazing and my hands are soooo soft.

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Alrighty, enough of that Martha bullshit...let's talk!

Do you subscribe to The Daily Love? Oh...you should if you don't. Anyway yesterday's topic was very timely and it really got me thinking...(read it HERE). It's all about the story we create for ourselves. We are the author of our book called life...and the question we must ask is: " Do we like our story? And if we don't like the story...we CAN change it."

The key is, we can change it.

Now I like my story...but I have some "blocks" that I have to get over. And I have to figure out how to rewrite that part of my story. But it's really friggen hard. And I don't know why!!! That is the most frustrating part. It's like I set myself up for failure over and over...then get pissed off at myself when I can't seem to get what I want. I can't seem to figure out how to erase and re-write. Instead I just repeat.

So I am trying to change this.

*sigh*

So now where do I start?

DIY!!!!!

2011-12-13T09:35:00.002-06:00

Make it HERE

You can make these...I know you can, because I can (and I am totally NOT crafty...like not at all). But this year I wanted to do something more meaningful (and cheaper...LOL!). So I made a shit load of ornaments...(project link HERE) and today I am going to make a few jars of the sugar scrub and maybe a couple of the rosette bracelets. I will let you know how it goes!

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Anyway...how are you? Are you getting sucked into the holiday drama or are you able to keep it together a bit? I have been more mindful this year...man what a difference too. I started my holiday shopping before Thanksgiving (don't hate me!) but I knew if I didn't, I would be screwed and then crabby having to deal with crowds and cranky people. So I decided to get it done early...yep I think I will do this going forward. Also, making gifts has been really fun...especially when the kiddos help out. They love doing it...so double bonus, I can be lazy and have them do the work and they feel all happy about doing crafty stuff. WHOOT!

OK here are a couple of flower photos I took...dang, I have not taken flower photos in ages!

Oh...would you mind terribly saying a little good luck prayer for me? I gotta a phone call to make...and if it works out, well...it would be pretty effing sweet! Eeek...

Just like that...

2011-12-11T07:00:00.000-06:00

A fire starts...

And then everything changes.

I don't really know what to say...I am so sad. This is a neighbors home. I know she was very old. I don't know if she got out alive (I pray she did). They did get her dog out and another neighbor is keeping him.

When I got home the smell of smoke was so heavy on my body...I had to shower. It still lingers. And my throat hurts.

Kinda puts everything into perspective for me right now.

And thank God for these brave fire fighters. Such respect I have...

Oh yeah!

2011-12-10T06:30:00.000-06:00

Oh don't you agree with this quote? I can honestly say I did not become a woman until I turned 41. Seriously..I was a mere girl up until then. But sure enough, I had a life changing year...it brought out the woman in me that I never knew existed.

And you know what?

I fucking love this woman I have become.

Yeah.

Now I am hardly perfect...but who is? Oh and I still do stupid things...(like leaving a bag of dog treats and chocolate Santa's on the ground...which, of course, my dog ate!!! And now he is farting up a storm so bad I may faint before I finish writing up this post). Eeeek...I am hoping it does not turn into something worst. Ay yi yi!

Oh gosh..there is so much to a woman. We are complicated creatures...but if you can manage to make us happy...well, the rewards are endless. And a happy woman is a beautiful thing! *smiles*

I must thank the ever amazing Susannah for sharing the the link to cool quotes by badass women. Enjoy!

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OK, I have a busy weekend ahead as my daughter is dancing in the Nutcracker this year with the Civic Ballet of Chicago (yeah...I am a proud Mommy!). I will try and sneak some pics, but it might be near impossible...

Happy Saturday my friends!

xoxo

Dear Universe...

2011-12-09T12:51:00.000-06:00

(hmmm will adding more textures and actions make it prettier for the universe to read?)

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What do you think? Am I clear enough? Do I need to add a vision statement and a mission statement too? A road map? A timeline? How do you go about telling the universe that you are ready? *sigh*

I don't know the answer.

All I know is that I am ready.

I have dreams ya know. I am sure you do too...well of course you do. We all do. Life would suck without dreams. Could you imagine having no dreams or something out "there" to go after? OMG...yeah...that would totally suck ass.

So I want to go back to not knowing the answer for a moment. There are countless books and "wise" people that claim they know the answer on how to unlock the power of the universe. Some of it I kinda believe...but most of it is a bunch of bull. I mean really...if I just start imagining checks coming to me in the mail...it's gonna happen? I'm sorry but that just makes me laugh. I don't think so.

I guess it's a balance of working toward your dream and then hoping that some how and some way the universe connects you to what you want. Maybe it's a chance meeting. Being in the right place at the right time. Who knows. But I know for me...sitting around and relying on pure luck does not really work. I gotta get in the hustle too. (I can't help but think about Susan Boyle...sheesh..talk about chances! But she did get on that stage too...she just didn't sit around in her living room waiting to be discovered). Anyway, I hate to hustle. And what hustling really means is going out into the world and pimping myself out (maybe "pimping" is too strong of a word...but it kinda fits. And it's just how selling myself makes me feel). But who else is going to sell me? *BIG sigh* *ugh* *ack* *icky bad*

So I am currently in ~~pimping~~ selling mode.

And I HATE it. But I gotta do what I gotta do. Right?

So universe..I am ready.

Seriously...I am ready to get what I want so I can stop ~~pimping~~ selling myself...LOL.

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Have a great weekend my friends!

xoxo

Winter...

2011-12-09T07:00:00.000-06:00

You know what I love about winter? The light. There is something so beautiful and ethereal about winter light. It seems brighter and cleaner than summer light, don't you think? The air is dry and crisp...maybe that's why. I find the light in winter cleansing and calming.

I gotta say, I am so happy to be back in the Midwest where I can experience full seasons again. I love the diversity in weather. Yeah...even the gray days.

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Oh yes...I love knee high socks too. Holy moly I may have a new addiction here. I have found super cute knee high socks at Target and TJ Maxx...cheap and adorable...what could be better?

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OK...I wish I had something more interesting to write about today. But I really don't have much to say...sorry I am being kinda lame. Truthfully, I am tired. I have been staying up too late playing around with photoshop (damn, that's a tough addiction to break!). I am having fun, but the lack of sleep is catching up with me. I think it's going to be an early night tonight...*yawns*

Stay cool peeps.

xoxo

ponder this...

2011-12-07T19:00:00.000-06:00

I didn't see that sign...did you?

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So I read this quote yesterday:

“No matter how great your photographs, someone will find fault with them. No matter how bad they are, someone will like them.” ~Scott Bourne

Ok...how true is that? And it does not have to pertain to just photographers. It can be bakers, dancers, artists, designers, writers, singers, shoe makers, etc... You just can't please all the people all the time. I have been learning this lesson. You see, I was trying to please all the people all the time...and in the process I kinda stopped being creative. Or I should say, I stopped really creating the photos I wanted. All of us have a certain "voice" or style. We do. It's like our own unique finger print. Some lucky people have found it...and some of us are still looking for it. I think I am beginning to know and understand my voice. And I know it does not speak to everyone. And that's OK.

The important thing to keep in mind is this: be honest with yourself and let your voice come out loud and clear. It feels so good to do that. And who cares if what you create does not please all the people all the time. It should please you...and it should feel really really good when you do it.

And now this might sound totally friggen hokey...but I really think that when you create from the heart (and not from ego) you will find that you align yourself with opportunities that are perfectly matched with your dreams. So I am conducting an experiment of sorts. I am doing just that...creating from my heart. I am being real. And I am telling the universe what I want.

So now I am waiting for those magical doors to open.

Yep...still waiting...

I am kind of impatient that way...

Oh wait...did I hear a knock?

Damn, just the UPS man.

*sigh*

I confess...

2011-12-06T11:45:00.000-06:00

I was sitting here this morning calibrating the colors on my computer. Holy crap...my computer screen was waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay off. I had no idea. What I thought was gray was brown. And when I processed photos I would see (on other computers) that they were really really yellowish. Well, I am hoping that is all fixed. And yes, I did change my header a bit...should have more cyan tones (like you give a rats ass...sorry). BUT...if you are a photographer and use a lap top to process photos (which is TOTALLY bad, wrong, stupid...I know...but I do it anyway!) you may want to calibrate your screen...just sayin.

Ok..so I have a confession. It's not that big of a deal...but I completely forgot about sending holiday cards out this year. Like, I did not even think about it until today. And you know what...I am not sending cards. I am feeling very lazy. I just made a crap ton of homemade ornaments and my craftiness is all but gone. And frankly I have enough stuff on my plate...that I think I will let it slide. Is that so lame or what? Hopefully I am not alone..but if you were expecting a card...sorry, it ain't comin. But you know I love you anyway! *smiles*

Oh yeah...I want to talk about trusting your gut. Real quick...do you find that when you try NOT to listen....everything goes to hell in a hand basket? (I love that saying...my Mom always said that to me when I was growing up...basically in the sense of "If you don't take school seriously your life will go to hell in a hand basket.") Anyway, I digress... Maybe you are reading this today because your gut has something to say (besides it's hungry...which mine is...lol). So listen a little more carefully...or follow those feelings. Trusting your gut is not always easy...but it often leads you to the right place...

Now I am off to eat lunch! I am starving.

xoxo

free falling...

2011-12-05T07:35:00.000-06:00

Do you sometimes feel lost?

Like you have no flipping idea where you are going?

Uh huh...I know that feeling.

I totally get it...like some days are so foggy you wonder how you will get through it all...

So what if you did something crazy?

What if you decided to just say...screw it...and you jumped?

I mean...you just take that step forward and dive?

Yep...you go right over that cliff or out of that tree (or what ever it is you like to jump off...so I suppose an 8 inch curb could work too...at least you are jumping!!!).

You have heard that quote about jumping and growing wings on the way down, right?

Yeah...I think that's true.

At some point you will grow the wings and soar.

But remember...don't panic...no no no.

Just take a deep breath and be calm.

Nothing good comes from panic and sheer terror.

Although it can be exhilarating.

Exhilarated.

I love that word. And I am feeling it. I have not felt exhilarated in a long long time. Something shifted. I just got so tired of standing still...and I decided to jump. I just told my fears to fuck off. And so I have jumped folks. Yep...right out of that tree. I am free falling. And I better grow those damn wings or else it's gonna get really really ugly. Oh boy...yeah...let's not go there.

And for the record...I write this in trying to convince and inspire myself (and hopefully you too). I don't want to come across all "self helpy" or like I am some bullshit artist... Life is hard. I have dreams and I really want to make my dreams reality. So I gotta do what I gotta do. And frankly this self helpy crap kinda works for me.

Yep...that works!

xoxo

life is one big cliche...

2011-12-04T12:10:00.000-06:00

Oh yeah...nothing is original.

Except your voice.

In life it seems it's all been done before.

I mean look at the top 2 photos...

Done to the max...so cliche...so NOT original.

Not that there is anything wrong with that.

I suppose you have to put your own voice into what you do.

Don't forget that you have a voice.

You are original.

I struggle with feeling original sometimes.

I do.

But then I have to remember that when I use my honest voice and speak from the heart...that's real.

Keep it real my friends!

xoxo

So...I saw this gas mask at the Belmont Army surplus store. I mean...how could I NOT try it on???!! LOL. Can I tell you...I almost suffocated. Holy shit...ever try one of these on? They totally suck your face in!!! But it was so friggen funny...and I almost peed my pants.

Just thought I would share...hope it puts a smile on your face.

Let's get real...

2011-12-03T11:00:00.000-06:00

It's been awhile for me. I have not been "real" here.

I have been cautious...and very careful about my words on my blog.

I lost my voice.

Well no that's not true...I have it...but I chose to push it down.

I buried my voice.

That is all going to change.

Like, right now.

I am tired of being quiet over here.

I am tired of "trying so hard."

You have felt it haven't you? I know you have. Because I have...

And so I am coming back (yay me!).

Honesty will rule here.

I may say things that you won't like...but hopefully you will nod your head and go...hell yeah!

But if you don't like what I say, that's cool too...you don't have to read my blog. I won't make you.

So consider this my new beginning.

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It's December 3nd...and it's my 2nd post in one day...well, within hours of my previous post. And I like my previous post too...yes, I said I like my post, does that make me vain? Oh that is just such a "no no." To post twice in one day! Fuck that. Oh yeah...now I am swearing!!! Another big "no no". Good Lord...what the heck is going on here? And no, I am not on drugs...just my second cup of coffee (which is luke warm now...so I better wrap this up before it gets cold...and I am not getting another cup cuz my head will burst and I am waaaay to lazy!). Yes, I am totally lazy sometimes.

Oh yeah...another thing. I hate the fact that my blog became so vanilla. I really think it did. I am just so tired of trying to be something so pretty, so perfect, so PC. I was boring myself. And I think I was boring the heck out of you.

"meh" sucks!

I don't want to be "meh."

OK...that's done. See you around!

xoxo

I have issues...

2011-12-03T10:00:00.000-06:00

OK...I am having some issues here...wondering if anyone else struggles with this...

First...when looking at photos, what I see on my monitor can vastly vary from yours. Ugh!!!! I created this collage as a test...when I look at these on an iPad or Mac...everything is brightened up (which I like) but there is a warm tint that is always added (which I don't like). Flipping drives me crazy! The top left photo is especially yellow on a mac or iPad (on my computer it does have a yellow tone...but with blue shadows...it's looks cool on my PC...but "over cooked" else where). I have BIG issues with this. And it's making me crazy. Like totally EFFING crazy!

Second...I am having personal issues with Google friend connect (aka...followers). I decided to take it off my blog. It makes me feel bad. I know, I am so silly and insecure sometimes. But I feel like when I go to a blog and they have like 4000 followers...I feel like shit. I know...it's stupid but it bugs the crap out of me. So I decided to remove it. Also...does anyone really use it? I mean really? I know I never do. I follow the blogs that are listed on my roll...

Finally I am having an issue with my coffee being freezing cold at the moment because I have typing away...and now I have to get my lazy ass up to make a new cup. *sigh* I am such a loser...LOL.

Have a happy Saturday!

xoxo

All in a day

2011-12-02T14:00:00.000-06:00

Don't you love meeting new friends, but they feel like old friends? This here purdy lady is Bari, a fabulous photographer here in Chicago (specializing in kids and families). We met up yesterday and boy did we have a blast!!! OMG...I had to laugh...we were both so excited talking about our photography, dreams, goals...the two of us could hardly talk fast enough (or maybe it was all the caffeine?). I have to say, it's so nice to meet great people through blogging or flickr. Still, in this digital world, we need to connect..right? I would love for you to go and visit Bari! You can find her on Facebook, her blog, or her website. Yep...she's cool.

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Just some random shots...

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Ohhhh...so I found this great tutorial on making your own ornaments. I had so much fun making these last night! I just bought a big tub of self drying modeling clay from Target ($4.99) and got some doilies. (I do have some other stencils that I am going to use too!). I rolled out the clay with a rolling pin (I used parchment paper...didn't stick at all!)...used a cookie cutter (I used a plain round and a scalloped heart) to make the shape, then pressed the doily onto the clay to make an imprint, then added a little hole with a toothpick to add ribbon. Now you can let it air dry for 2-3 days (it will dry white). But I was too impatient and put them in the oven for 2 hrs at 250 degrees. Turned out perfect!

Whew...all in a day...

Endings and beginnings

2011-12-01T09:33:00.001-06:00

This photo is a reminder to be quiet...just for a moment...

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This month is always a bit crazy for me.

It's my birthday month

Christmas

The ending of the year

Rushing

Planning

Trying to be joyful

Wrapping

Playing Santa

Baking

Writing cards

Stamping

Mailing

Bundling up

Giving

Receiving

Parties

Indulging

Headaches

Hangovers

etc

I do love this month in all of it's craziness, believe it or not. There are many blessings to be had. Last month made me think about all the things I am grateful for...and there are many. And so I don't really have any challenges set up this month. I want to stay mindful though. And maybe take more time to go within. To be quiet. I don't want to rush as much. I want to sit and quietly plan too...I am excited about next year. I want to do big things. Yes, big things! I am not sure what they all will be and I will try not to put too much pressure on myself either. I guess I am telling the universe that I am ready. And I have goals...it's time to make my dreams real. So expect some changes on the blog too.

Yep...it's time.

xoxo

Ohhhh...I just signed up to do this...anyone care to join me?

Gratitude - day 30

2011-11-30T14:12:00.001-06:00

I have such an odd sense of humor...and I am grateful for that. I laugh a lot...really, I do! I also laugh at myself a lot. I really can do some stupid shit. It's good to be real...to laugh at yourself. Anyway, not sure where I am going with this today...

I was sitting at one of my favorite pizza dives and took the first 2 photos of random people. Love the guy in the 2nd photo. Too hip...way too hip to even be cool.

Now the rat (or is that an opossum?) holding the box of altoids made me laugh. Not sure why...just made me giggle. I am grateful for oddities like that. And grateful to be able to stumble across it with my camera phone.

And so that's that. November was a beautiful month. And now tomorrow brings a new month and an ending to 2011. Can you believe that? I am searching for my word in 2012... Anyone else picking words again? I am looking forward to it.

xoxo

Gratitude - day 29

2011-11-29T19:06:00.001-06:00

So I sit here today...so thankful. What a month it has been. I have been aware and awake this month...more so than in the past. I loved taking the past 29 days to be more contemplative. I have been quiet...and it's done my soul good. I have prayed. I have been able to get though some hard things...and it's made me appreciate all the good in my life. And so the season of lights is upon us now and I sit here with a smile and a very happy heart.

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What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 28

2011-11-28T20:51:00.001-06:00

It's going to be short and sweet today... I am grateful for all the charm of season...gingerbread houses, pretty ornaments, and light. I love filling big vases with lights...so pretty at night *sigh*.

Ok...I am exhausted to the bone...been a crazy day. And I am grateful for the warm cozy bed that awaits...

xoxo

Gratitude - day 27

2011-11-27T19:28:00.001-06:00

OK...I will chill on the Christmas shots... but I am just getting a little excited here. You see, this is the first real tree I have gotten in about 20 years. Seriously. I am grateful for this tree...it's kinda small but very manageable (and that makes me happy). It's about 6 feet tall...but looks bigger because I set it up on our coffee table. I didn't want to lug (or decorate) a huge tree this year. I am so very happy with this little tree...(and it was only $36 at the Home Depot..I am grateful for a good price too)!

And the kiddos? Ohhhh they actually picked this out...and decorated it. I did not put one single ornament on this tree...yes, so grateful for that! And the smell...ohhhh I totally forgot how good a real tree smells.

*sigh*

Well now that the decorating is done and out of the way...and most of the Xmas gifts bought...I think I can actually relax!

Now that is something to be grateful for!!!!

Gratitude - day 26

2011-11-26T22:39:00.001-06:00

I am so grateful for the sparkle and lights of the season. Something about this time of year just makes my heart warm. Now I do have to be mindful and not get caught up in all the craziness. I am going for simple this year. I have begun my holiday decorating and tomorrow I am getting a tree (a real one this time). I can't wait to string up the lights...and the smell...mmmmm hmmmm. I am looking forward to that wonderful pine aroma filling up the room. Oh yes...I am grateful for magic this season brings...

Gratitude - days 24 & 25

2011-11-25T14:47:00.001-06:00

Really...I am blessed. So blessed! I am surrounded by wonderful friends, family, delicious food..I have a roof over my head. My needs are met. How lucky I am. My kids are now at that age where they can actually help with preparing meals...ohhh...I am grateful for that! There is just so much to be grateful for...but I am too tired to write it all down...LOL.

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What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 23

2011-11-23T10:47:00.001-06:00

I am grateful for those quiet moments I have...to be alone. Not all of the time...but sometimes. I think we all need alone time. Especially during the "holidaze." It's important to be able to escape into a book or some quiet activity (I wish I knew how to knit!...that seems like the best quiet activity.)

What quiet activities do you like to do alone?

Gratitude - day 22

2011-11-22T11:22:00.001-06:00

I am sitting here today reflecting on the past year. I honestly can't even fathom all the changes. I now sit here in Chicago...contemplating the journey life has taken me on. I am grateful for the journey too. Many days seemed to blur into each other at times. And sometimes I felt like I was losing my mind. I have learned over the past year that through the toughest moments you have to breathe...remain calm and ride the storm out. It does get easier...and better! And everything at some point changes. Because as we all know, the only constant is change!

So I am grateful...grateful for each new day. A new day that brings a new beginning. A new day that brings new opportunities. You see, it's all about perspective. It's a choice. And I am grateful to have choices.

I sit here in some uncertainty still. But I am OK with that. Somethings I cannot control (well, most things...I can only control myself and my actions/reactions). I honestly don't know what next year will bring. But I am excited about it. For the first time in a very long time I am excited about this uncertainty. And grateful.

Gratitude - days 19, 20 and 21

2011-11-21T10:05:00.001-06:00

*sigh*

Been a super busy and action packed couple of days! Tis the week of craziness here...as we get ready to celebrate Thanksgiving. My plan is to keep it simple and as stress free as possible. I am grateful for "to do" lists and keeping myself organized. I really never made lists before...funny huh? I guess I am getting too old and forgetful to keep it all in my head. LOL

Anyway, I was out and about this weekend and feel in love with all the cool lights and crystal holiday decorations. I am grateful for the light. And I am trying my best to stay "light" this time of year (which isn't always easy with the stress of gift buying and entertaining).

Ohhhh...and I am ever so grateful for this new band a friend introduced me too...Fitz and the Tantrums. I saw them last night at The Metro. AMAZING! Such incredible energy. Again, I am so grateful to music artists like this!

Here's a great little video from them...perfect for a Monday!

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What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 18

2011-11-18T11:28:00.001-06:00

Ohhhhh I am so grateful for live music! I had the chance to see Mat Kearney again last night at the House of Blues (saw him back in July with Owl City). I love a small live music venue...and it's even better when you can see one of your all time favorite artists! Yeah...concerts are good!

And I am so thankful for you visiting my blog today...that makes me happy.

So just for fun, I thought I would give away his latest CD, Young Love! Tell me what you are grateful for today and I will randomly pick a name on Monday! Here's a great song from this CD. Enjoy!

Happy Friday!

xoxo

Gratitude - day 17

2011-11-17T07:08:00.001-06:00

I am so ever grateful for those quiet moments (especially when I have a good cup of coffee keeping me company!). I think we all need alone time...without the noise of kids, co-workers, etc. When was the last time you had real peace and quiet? I mean like an hour or more of silence? Try and make time for yourself today if you can (and even if it's 10 minutes!). Just be quiet and just be...

Oh I am grateful for uplifting quotes on cards too! Why not ponder these thoughts today while spending some time alone? Just a thought... *smiles*

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What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 16

2011-11-16T09:22:00.001-06:00

I am so grateful for my bedroom. Is that just silly or what? But really...it's my place where I can just relax and "be". It's my soft place to fall. I love the light in my room...how it streams in and dances on my walls in the morning. *sigh*

I am grateful for the sweet little bear that my daughter made for me. I love that she can sew. I am grateful she loves to be crafty...it will be a good outlet for her as she gets older.

I am grateful for the fun and whimsical pillows that I find...they make me smile. I do love me some romantic ruffly pillows too! And I am so grateful when I find them on clearance!!!

And I am grateful to frame my silly feet photos...they make me giggle. I will keep them coming...hopefully to fill my wall with memories of where I was when....

Happy hump day!!!

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What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 15

2011-11-15T13:00:00.000-06:00

Ohhhh...I am so grateful for Pinterest and the cool ideas I get from there.

Yesterday I saw this:

Click HERE for the tutorial

Of course I HAD to try it out. So I took a little trip to the Goodwill and picked up 3 sweaters for under $10. I cut off the arms and "wallah" made me some boot socks. Literally... just cut the arms off, I didn't even sew the edges (probably will if I see the edges fray too much.) But really, I think you can get away without even sewing them.

Now if you decide to do this...make sure the sleeves have some slack to them (remember they have to stretch over your pants). Also, this will make your boots much tighter...so if your boots are very snug around your calf...you my need to try a lighter material.

My goodness...I am so grateful for crafty people with great ideas!!!

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What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 14

2011-11-14T09:15:00.001-06:00

Hello? Hello? Hello!!!!

Oh my...yes I am grateful for this phone. I love the color...such a beautiful 70's vintage blue. Ohhhh...it's yummy!

So...yesterday I was out and about and saw a sign that said: "Funky and fabulous house sale...come on in!" Well, how can you resist a funky and fabulous house sale??? And let me tell you...it was sooooo funky and fabulous! I am grateful for these little unexpected things you can come across on a Sunday afternoon. When I spied this phone my heart did that little flip floppy thing (I know, I'm weird). I was so happy to pick up this lovely little treasure (Oh...it works too...bonus!). Guess how much I paid for it? Really guess. $10 you say? Maybe even $20? A cool vintage phone like this is surely worth something now. Well...I paid $1.00. Yes...1 flipping glorious dollar! Oh yeah...so grateful for that...and grateful for the photo inspiration this phone gave me. So silly isn't it???

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What are you thankful for today?

Gratitude - day 13

2011-11-13T09:41:00.001-06:00

Yep...still grateful for the gorgeous fall colors. The wind is fierce today and I think many of the leaves will soon fly off...

I am grateful for change and transition too. I do like change and sometimes a good shake up is needed to reset the system. It's not always fun or easy...but I am always grateful for the lessons learned and the new strength gained. I am grateful when I can find grace amongst the chaos.

I am also grateful for the wisdom I have learned over the years...

Have a beautiful Sunday!

***

What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 12

2011-11-12T12:21:00.001-06:00

I don't have much to say today...except that I am so grateful for the gorgeous red leaves that still adorn the trees. This fall has been extraordinary...maybe because I have not had a true fall for the past few years. I even took out my "real" camera. What fun that was. I am so grateful for photography...and capturing moments like these...

Hoping your Saturday is beautiful.

What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 11

2011-11-11T09:40:00.001-06:00

Is it strange to love the market? Here in Chicago, Whole Foods is much more than just a "store". It's pretty much shopping nirvana for me. And I am grateful for all the amazing choices they have...not to mention all the healthy things I love (yes, gelato is healthy...in my world at least *smiles*).

Oh yeah...I just discovered that egg nog lattes are back at Starbucks...so flipping grateful for that!!

AND to my over 40 women friends...you will LOVE this article! I am seriously grateful to be over 40! Really, I am!

Ohhh don't forget...

Happy Friday my friends!

What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 10

2011-11-10T09:15:00.001-06:00

I am grateful that my daughter is part of this amazing ballet company. A place so magical. I am grateful for the live piano player in the corner...beautifully letting her fingers dance on the keys as the little girls jump in the air. I am grateful for the discipline too...there is no hanky panky going on in this studio. I am grateful for the incredible instruction and the feeling of accomplishment my daughter senses after each class.

You know...maybe I am just so damn grateful to see my kids happy and doing something that they really like without me pushing them to do it! Yeah...totally grateful for that!

What are you grateful for today?

Gratitude - day 9

2011-11-09T09:26:00.001-06:00

I am grateful that the rain today has quickly blown through...and peeks of sun are now streaming into my bedroom. My heart is happy. I am grateful for the new Paris lamp that adorns my bedside table (oh yes, it makes me smile so...funny that a lamp can do that!). Oh and that book...sigh...been reading the stories aloud with my kids...how grateful I am for these beautiful and unlikely friendships! You can buy the book HERE or pick it up at Urban Outfitters (like I did). OK is it just me...or does that baby monkey hugging the pigeon just pull at your heart??? Ay yi yi! This book would make a great gift...just sayin!!!

What is making your heart happy today?

Gratitude - day 8

2011-11-08T18:04:00.001-06:00

November...a month of gratitude.

I am starting late (but that's OK)

But it seems that in the hectic days I have been neglectful.

There is much to be grateful for.

I am grateful for the little things...like green lights when I am in a hurry or a smile from a stranger when I am down. I am grateful for my health and the wonderful friends in my life that keep me grounded. I am grateful for the changes and even the hard lessons I have learned over the years. I am not perfect...and grateful that I can laugh at my imperfections. I am grateful for Bikram yoga and keeping up with a practice that humbles me each time I step on my mat. I am grateful for my blog...a place where I can just be me. I am grateful for warm scarves and sweaters that make me feel cozy. I am grateful for old books and worn pages that have been held by my Mothers hands. I am grateful for positive words and those cloudy fall days that make me reflect. I am grateful for this season...for making me aware that in giving, you receive so much more.

Thank you Joy and Georgia for posting your gratitude photos and words!

What are you grateful for today?

fall comforts

2011-11-04T17:37:00.001-05:00

What is it about the cooler weather that makes me want to get all cozy and comfy?

My very favorite accessories right now are warm scarves and my brown nails. So silly about the nails. Oh yeah...gingerbread donuts and coffee really hit the spot!

What are your favorite fall accessories?? Please share!

yellow and brown

2011-11-02T21:13:00.000-05:00

I really can't get enough of brown and yellow.

Such delicious colors.

I love watching as those gorgeous yellow leaves dance and twirl in the sky as they softly fall to the ground.

And new brown boots that crunch those leaves...(happiness right there!)

Oh and who can possibly not fall in love with that rich amber brown of a perfectly brewed latte.

*sigh*

The temperature may be dropping by my heart is soaring.

Oh how I love fall in Chicago...

xoxo

intention

2011-11-01T08:30:00.000-05:00

Intent

Like a tiny seedling that grows into a beautiful flower. It begins with intent.

How are you growing your dreams?

Are you watering your thoughts with good intentions?

I really do believe that what you think you become.

Hmmmm...

Perhaps it is time to take note of your thoughts.

Like a little seed pod...nourish your thoughts with love.

And watch as they grow into something big and beautiful.

xoxo

Happy haunting!

2011-10-31T09:05:00.001-05:00

Now hand over those butterfingers...or i'll eat your brains!!

Mwahahahahahahaha

dream...

2011-10-25T23:49:00.000-05:00

Just a friendly reminder...

Love playing with photoshop brushes!

Now I must go to bed...and dream.

Less is more!

2011-10-24T20:11:00.003-05:00

Hey there! Sorry I have been the absent blogger lately. Last week I had some photo gigs and had some post processing fun to do! ;)

Anyway...I saw this today as I was walking back from yoga. Yep...like the message.

Now where can I get some cool shit? LOL.

Hope this made you smile today!

xoxo

Shoe shot wisdom

2011-10-19T09:34:00.001-05:00

The obsession with shoe shots continues...

But really...it's more than just my feet... I am finding messages all around me. Funny how that happens when you are "aware."

I have found myself searching for something interesting to shoot everyday...and it's kind of fun. Quirky for sure. But I actually printed a few out and now have them framed on my wall...ohhh they are fun. And a reminder of the journey I am walking in life.

So when I stumbled across this yesterday...how could I not photograph it?

Love the message.

Happy hump day!

xoxo

Oh yes...so true!

2011-10-18T09:29:00.003-05:00

"What you put up with you end up with."

Do you ever wonder why the same patterns in life repeat over and over? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe...just maybe you are putting up with some shit (excuse my French) that is really not doing you much good? It seems that we get into "habits" that are comfortable and difficult to break. Then one day we look into our lives and go WTF? Have you ever thought about trying to do something different?

I read this today...and boy it really hit home.

The joke really is on us, huh?

Kind of goes along with my previous post on releasing...

hmmmm.

How about you do something today that makes you really flipping happy?

Even if it's not practical!

And while you are at it...give yourself some credit.

You are ENOUGH!

xoxo

release

2011-10-16T09:15:00.000-05:00

Is it time to let go?

What are you holding on to?

release

I love that word.

release

There is so much power in that word.

Good power.

Healthy power.

release

It's good for the heart and soul.

When you let go you open your heart to new and better things.

But you must let go first.

release

And give yourself permission.

It's ok to let go.

release

And be free.

whew...

2011-10-14T19:04:00.001-05:00

Seriously...my head kinda feels like this! I saw this in a window and had to take a picture.

So cool...wish I had the artist info!

Not my shoes...but a stranger standing next to me at the light. I couldn't resist!!!

What a week! Would you believe me if I told you that I had to have a tick surgically removed from my back? Then earlier today I was in the ER watching my daughter get staples in her head? Ay yi yi.

So let's just enjoy a peaceful moment now. Sound good?

*sigh*

I think I will go to bed early tonight. I am exhausted!!!

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P.S if you haven't noticed...I am slightly obsessed with feet shots. But only slightly obsessed. OK...maybe a smidge more than slightly...

life in black and white

2011-10-13T09:14:00.002-05:00

Really now...sometimes it's just cooler than color!

It's raining here today...I don't mind the gray.

How are you?

Happy Thursday!

hmmmm...dynamic views???

2011-10-12T09:36:00.000-05:00

Anyone brave enough to try Blogger's new dynamic views template? Ohhhh I wanna try it...but not sure if it will work out like I want it too. Let me know if you have tried it...I would love to see it in action!

Weekend update...

2011-10-09T22:01:00.001-05:00

Yep...the above photos pretty much tell the story of my weekend. :)

Lot's of outdoor time in nature...and stumbling across a 20 acre dog park! Heaven!

I think I have 2 of the happiest dogs in the world crashed out next to me right now. LOL

So how are you?

Are you enjoying the long weekend?

I hope so!

xoxo

falling...

2011-10-06T19:23:00.003-05:00

*sigh*

There is nothing better than the crunch of leaves underfeet and the beautiful warm colors of fall. Ohhh...and the smell...there is a depth in the air that is only around for a few weeks...before all the leaves begin to fall and branches become bare.

The past few days have been so warm and inviting. Crisp mornings followed by bright and warm afternoons. I love these days. I know they are fleeting...so it makes me love them even more.

Yeah...

xoxo

Randoms...and moments

2011-10-03T21:09:00.001-05:00

Just some random shots from the weekend.

Little moments captured.

rock stars

record players

laugh out loud cards

strange book titles

quiet moments

feet shots
funny graffiti

a too cool dog that can't be bothered

a row of coats in a vintage shop

and other little randoms that caught my eye

I just love random things.

Is that weird?

But it's in these moments that I am present.
Totally 100% present.
Maybe that is why I like those random moments.
Funny how photography can do that to you.

So take a moment and be here now.

xoxo

Still life

2011-10-02T07:56:00.000-05:00

I thought it would be fun to try something different today...so I found myself at a little antique store and picked up some goodies to do a still life photoshoot. I was inspired by this post to try out some darker backgrounds (and I do love the dark, richer feel here). OK...now that was a challenge!!! I give major credit to stylists and fine art photographers...still life photography ain't easy! But I still had fun. I even took a picture of my set up so you could see how I did it. Black foam board is the bomb!!!

Anyway...pop on over to 41.53N to see my latest review! I think you will find it quite delicious!

Have a wonderful weekend my friends!

xo

More reasons to love my phone

2011-09-29T14:34:00.000-05:00

Wait...hold on a sec here...

I thought phones were used for talking!

Ummmm....hmmmmmm...

*sigh*

Prepare yourselves for a ton of phone photos...

I am addicted!

Totally addicted.

But really, an addiction like this can't be all that bad, right?

Holy cow...what's the cure for this?

Camera phone lust

2011-09-28T13:57:00.000-05:00

It's official...I am in lust with my camera phone.

I mean it's just so damn fun and easy! No editing (well except to add my watermark). But that's it!

I love the cool vibe you can get from that vintage effects. I mostly used the Retro Camera for Android. So no, these are not iPhone photos! I used my droid phone. Pretty effing sweet if you ask me.

And what I love most...is that the phone is so small and easy to carry...and no one really even knows you are taking their picture...which is ideal for street photography!

Booyah!

Happy hump day my friends!

xo

On a Monday...

2011-09-27T15:20:00.000-05:00

I met some of my favorite bloggers

Beth

Claire

Georgia

We had delicious coffee at Ipsento (thank you Georgia for introducing me to this lovely place!)

We laughed.

We played with Isaac.

We took pictures (lots of pictures).

We laughed some more.

We shared stories.

I walked home in the rain and loved it!

I relish the leaves that are beginning to change colors.

All on a rainy Monday...

A beautiful rainy Monday!

Yes, I am grateful.

Very grateful.

xo

ASK

2011-09-23T09:20:00.000-05:00

Swear to God...I was driving home the other night and thinking about the things I want to do. Or maybe I was really daydreaming about some of the plans I have (especially regarding my photography). As I pulled up to the stop light this car was sitting there. I looked at the licenses plate and thought...holy crap! Duh! I really felt like this was a sign. And literally...it was!

Just ask.

How often do you ask for help? I mean really...do you ask? I know I try to do most problem solving on my own. I hate the idea of asking for anything. But it occurred to me...most people like to help. It makes them feel good. I know that I like to help my friends out. But when it comes to me and my needs...asking for help feels like I am putting a burden on others. But did you ever stop and think about the burdens we place on ourselves because we want to do everything on our own?

Just ask.

Is there something in life you want or need help with? Just ask. Ask a friend, a family member, God, your angels...whatever works for you. Just remember...it never hurts to ask...

Just sayin' :)

Happy Friday my friends!

xo

Go with the flow

2011-09-21T15:00:00.000-05:00

That quote is so much easier said than done...go with the flow. It sounds nice though...

I am trying to go with the flow. But it feels like I am on this raging river at times and all I can do is hold on for dear life. I suppose holding on is better than trying to fight the current. *sigh*

Anyway. I think things are beginning to settle. I am getting back into a routine and business has been really busy. I had a wonderful pregnancy shoot this past weekend...that was new for me. Trickier than I thought...but overall it was a blast!

I also had a dear friend come to visit. I think she said that best quote I have ever heard. Wanna hear it? OK...it's good. "If you are not in a hurry...stop acting like you are in a hurry." How genius is that? I mean seriously...how often do you find yourself hurrying to get some place when there is really no hurry to get there? It's a perceived hurry...not a real one! I think this quote may become a new mantra for me as well. Especially when stuck in traffic or behind a slow person in line. *smiles*

So I will leave you with a few shots from this weekend...a little bit of this and that. Also...check out my other blog, 41.53N...there is a cool new place to check out!

Hope all is well with you! I will stop by soon!

xoxo

41.53 N

2011-09-15T19:40:00.000-05:00

So the big day is here...I would like to introduce my new bundle of joy.

Enter HERE.

Now remember...it's just a we little baby and needs to grow.
I have high hopes that this blog will grow up to be a healthy, happy bouncing bundle of fun!

Thanks for checking it out!

xoxo

Getting ready to give birth...

2011-09-14T09:09:00.000-05:00

NO...not to a baby!!! But a new blog...and it's gonna be cool. Stay tuned...

xoxo

Crafty

2011-09-11T20:39:00.000-05:00

Ohhh...I love me a craft fair! And the Renegade Craft Fair did NOT disappoint! I spent a lot of time strolling the booths and taking in all the crafty goodness. Artists rock and it's always a joy to find unique and super cool handmade things. Don't you agree?

Check out some photos I took (OK...I took a lot...but everything is a photo "op"!)

Be sure to check in tomorrow for a cool "kitschy" Chicago eatery...lot's of yummy photos to look at!

xoxo

Thrive

2011-09-09T09:12:00.000-05:00

Thrive

To flourish

To grow

To prosper

Vitality

I love that word...thrive. I even like the way it feels when I say it.

Thrive

It's a nice word to tuck into your heart today.

Don't you think?

I think I will carry this word with me today.

xoxo

a clean slate

2011-09-07T21:16:00.000-05:00

I love a clean slate.

A new beginning.

A fresh start.

I added the bi-line to my blog to remind me (and you) that everyday is a new beginning.

It really is.

Each day presents possibilities. But it's up to you to choose them. If you don't see any possibilities...then maybe you have to make them. For the longest time I had a very hard time "making things happen." I am not sure what I was afraid of. Oh, wait..I do know what I was afraid of! Failure.

I hate that word.

Failure.

Failure sucks.

But...if you don't try...then what? Nothing happens. But if you do try and nothing happens...it does not mean you are a failure. It means you have to either try harder (if your heart is really in it) or move on to something else.

Just remember that each day holds something new. Perhaps even something magical. Don't be afraid to try. Don't let that awful word carry power. It's just a silly word...

So...what possibilities await you today...or tomorrow?

I can't do it...

2011-09-06T21:23:00.000-05:00

I can't quit blogging.

GAH!

I feel crazy.

But this is my baby...and I love it here. So bear with me as I go a little nuts-O. But this is life, right? Some times life takes us on a journey...a crazy journey! And it has been a bit gnarly for me. But I will be OK. Everything will be OK. *sigh*

every day is a new beginning

Let's all remember that. Every day is a new beginning.

So I am not going to throw in the towel and give up. I won't walk away. I still have some dreams that I want to reach. And just because life gets hard...I can't just give up. Oh there are times I want to give up. But they say it's darkest right before the dawn, right?

I made this today...sometimes these motivational sayings make me feel better.

Hope it helps you too.

xoxo

This I did not make...but I love the message!

(artist credit here)

So long...for now

2011-09-06T11:26:00.000-05:00

I am going to be taking an extended blogging break...and not sure when I will be back. Thanks for all the support and love through the years. I have so enjoyed being here and this space has been so sacred for me. But now my life is taking a new direction and I must focus my attention on that. I do hope to be back some day...and maybe even better than ever! But now I have to take care of me...

Stay blessed.

I will miss you!

xoxo

ahhh...

2011-08-28T23:51:00.000-05:00

You know what I really love about Chicago?

I mean really really love?

The cute little eclectic cafes!

Ohhhhh...I love me an eclectic cafe.

Fresh baked pasteries, delicious coffee and cool decor.

This little gem is Milk and Honey Cafe. LOVE this place!

I mean...what's NOT to love about this?

You know...I am thinking of doing a series on cute little kitschy places...what do you think?

Hmmmm...could be fun!

Happy Monday my friends!

xoxo

Ta da!!!

2011-08-24T17:11:00.000-05:00

My computer is fixed up and I am back up and running. Whew!

Anyway...it has been quite a summer for sure. I have spent a lot of time in Chicago and off line. I have to admit, it's been nice. But I do miss my blog buddies!!

I am working on finding that "balance." My goodness...does it exist? Balance seems so elusive, doesn't it? Once you seem to find it...it quickly goes away again. Balance is fickle! And sometimes it even requires a lot of work!

Ay yi yi!

So where is that happy medium? Hmmmm...not sure I will ever find out.

*sigh*

Well...let's just enjoy some photos I took around town and at the Lincoln Park Zoo. I love this zoo! And so awesome that it's still FREE!!!

I could use some extra hands here...

2011-08-22T19:23:00.000-05:00

photo credits here

Sorry my friends...I have been out of touch! Life is crazy at the moment, but all is well. Unfortunatley my computer decided to crap out on me and I am without one for a bit. Dang it! Living without a computer is like living without arms. I feel quite lost. I am borrowing one at the moment and hopefully will be getting my friend back soon. I have so many photos to process too. GAH! I am dying over here.

Anyway...forgive the absence! I hope to be back to my regular schedule soon.

Miss you guys so much!

xoxo

My kind of town

2011-08-14T11:12:00.000-05:00

I have fallen in love with Chicago all over again.

*sigh*

I leave here next week (I fear that I am going to get on the plane kicking and screaming)!

I have kept my eyes wide open this trip. Taking in all the sights and sounds that I can. And I am having so much fun.

As I was walking down Clybourn Avenue I stopped to watch this game in progress...so much fun!

Hmmmmm...I think they liked being on camera! *smiles*

Then I stumbled across this guy...LOL...staring at him may cause seizures or confusion!

Hope you are having a beautiful Sunday.

xoxo

What's your story?

2011-08-11T19:18:00.000-05:00

I love this quote:

"Be kind for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." ~Plato

Isn't that the truth! I wonder about the strangers I photograph...what battles are they fighting? Some faces shows years of war. But some others look free of any harm. But that is life. Some moments are so hard you wonder if you will even make it through. But then it's darkest right before the dawn, right? And we all must remember that "this too shall pass."

Anyway...just my thoughts as I was photographing random people...

So be kind to one another.

~Namaste

Being a tourist

2011-08-05T08:57:00.000-05:00

Soooo here I am...back in Chicago (my former home town). I love this city and I am having so much fun being a tourist. Funny, never thought I would ever be a tourist in this city...but yes...I am. And the ultimate tourist as I wander around with my camera in hand...LOL.

Thought I would share some more Chicago photos (and some fruit I picked up at the farmers market!).

Damn! I love this city!!!

Hope you are well...sorry that I have been such a bad blogger friend, but I am limiting my time on line so I can enjoy every second I have here!

Alright off for more pizza and Jimmy John's!!! *wink*

Have a great weekend!

xoxo

Where am I...

2011-08-01T22:47:00.000-05:00

Hello my friends!

Ay yi yi!

I am taking a little vacation and have been very busy running around.

So based on my photos here, can you guess where I am?

The first one of guess correctly will receive the Autumn issue of Artful Blogging (eeeeeep...I am published in there *smiles*).

Sorry I have been absent but I have been spending lot's of time off line.

Hope you are enjoying the summer!

Miss you all!

xoxo

All in the details

2011-07-24T10:15:00.000-05:00

So I went on a little quest for "establishments." Nothing too fancy or expensive. But those little things or "pieces of flair" that can add so much to a basic outfit (BTW...does anyone remember Jennifer Aniston in Office Space and her flair? LOL...loved that movie).

Well...just don't over do the flair...

Here is what I found today (shhhh...don't tell, but I got them all at Clare's and they were on sale...so less than $10 for all three items!).

I am a sucker for fabric flowers!

Back of the hair flair!

Polka Dot headband. LOVE!

So there you go...

Flair.

Have a wonderful weekend!

The golden hour

2011-07-20T18:06:00.000-05:00

Oh my goodness...I love love love doing golden hour photoshoots.

It really is magical.

Ohhh how I love that golden light.

*sigh*

Then of course there are sun flares and silhouettes...

I can't get enough of those!

Yesterday I had the honor of shooting my friend and her kids. It was amazing. Perfect weather and her kids were totally natural in front of the camera (gotta love that!). My friend is a Bikram instructor and incredible yogi. She inspires me so much. I did a few yoga shots of her...GAH! Isn't she something?

Some day I will get there...someday. :)

xoxo

Busy as a bee

2011-07-19T18:34:00.000-05:00

Hello! What's up? What is with this summer? It's flying now. Always does after the 4th.

Anyway, I had a fantastic photoshoot yesterday and I have a "golden hour" shoot tonight. I am so enjoying the diversity of my projects...and I can't wait to share the images. Soon...I promise!

I took this yesterday...it's an outtake. I love it. I think sometimes the outtakes are better...when the subject you are shooting is not paying attention to the camera. And you get that "real" moment. *sigh* I love that!

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And tonight my daughter and I are going to make these:

Recipe found here

OMG...they look so good. I love cold peppermint patties on hot summer days.

I bought all the ingredients and can't wait to try this.

Although I have never made candy before....so...hmmmm.

Wish us luck!

xoxo

Are you a tourist?

2011-07-17T15:26:00.000-05:00

Ok...I downloaded the new Death Cab for Cutie (codes and keys) CD last week...GAH!!! I can't get enough. So so so good.

And this song, you are a tourist...amazing.

My favorite lines:

When there's a burning in your heart

An endless yearning in your heart

Build it bigger than the sun

Let it grow, let it grow

When there's a burning in your heart

Don't be alarmed

This fire grows higher

When there's a doubt within your mind

Because you're thinking all the time

Framing rights into wrongs

Move along, move along

Gotta listen...mmmm hmmmm

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Anyway...I have not done a selfie in ages. Thought it was time to get back into that. Here's my freckled shoulder...LOL. I have been spending a lot of time outdoors lately. And you know what? That's a good thing!

Hope you are having a beautiful Sunday!

xoxo

happy

2011-07-14T02:05:00.000-05:00

Ohhhh hello!

So my daughter has taken up baking. Ummm...I am not complaining!

She loves to bake.

You should try her English short bread cookies! OMG...delish.

I love when she bakes, because I can take photos of her goodies. *smiles*

Anyway...I feel a bit in a "photo funk" now that the June challenge is over. So I have to get creative once again. I will say, I love taking photos of food. Especially cupcakes and sweets. I mean come on...how can pretty cupcakes NOT make you happy?

Ohhhh...speaking of happy...

I am developing a bit of a converse addiction.

Is there a 12 step program for this?

Oh boy...

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Another thing making me happy is ravioli lasagna!

Flipping genius!!!

Seriously.

you can find the recipe HERE.

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Happiness...is quite simple, don't you think?

I would love to know, what is making you happy today?

Seeing red

2011-07-11T23:27:00.000-05:00

I will admit...I am not a huge fan of the color red. I like a splash of it here and there. But I can't really wear it. I find it to be too powerful sometimes. Too much red makes me overwhelmed. BUT sometimes we need a little red in our lives...especially if you are feeling kind of *ho hum.*

Put some red in your life when you want:

increased enthusiasm and interest
more energy
action and confidence to go after your dreams
protection from fears and anxieties

Red color benefits (in moderation)

The color red can be used to strengthen the body, promote will power and courage, add vitality and give you more energy.

Sounds good, right?

Here are some red things I had today.

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Delicious tomatoes

My fave drink at the moment

OK...

I feel a bit more energized!

What red things do you like?

Making your heart happy

2011-07-09T19:27:00.000-05:00

Is it so silly to want to make your heart happy?

No.

But at what point do you trade heart happiness for logical sense?

I don't know.

I will let you in on a little secret...I am not very logical. Maybe I should be more...

But my heart wants to be happy. And it is happy.

You know what makes my heart happy?

Simple things.

Little things.

Tiffany blue nail polish (a new shade...can't get enough)

A pretty ruffled shirt

A cup of coffee in the afternoon

Watching a funny movie

Being inspired

Listening to my kids laugh

Good music

Good friends

Converse All Stars

Those are some of the little things.

I am trying to spend more time making my heart happy.

Because life is too short.

Although logic is good...it's not always fun.

Maybe I should be more logical.

Or maybe I should just be who I am.

And continue to follow my heart...

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So tell me...

What is making your heart happy these days?