How is it that just yesterday I was so strong? And today all I want to do is run away? How come some days are just so amazing and others so shitty? Yes, I am having a shitty day. Sorry to swear...but it's the truth.
I keep looking at that photo I took yesterday...wondering where that strong women went...
I know she is there...but the power is in the anger today. I am feeding the anger and the discontent today. And I need to stop that. But I can't right now. Bitterness is the pill I swallowed this morning.
And so I sit here trying to breathe...listening to some calming music...and waiting for this day to end so I can go to bed and begin again tomorrow. I think I will try to take a sweeter pill ;)
Yeah, I know not the most fun post to read today...but it's 100% honest.
And it's my blog and I can bitch if I want to...bitch if I want to... ;)
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16 comments:
It's quite heartfelt, which is why I read your blog. sleep well, and tomorrow is a whole new day with a whole new picture:)
Something is scaring you, so look it in the eye, kick it in the butt, and celebrate your strength!
honest and open...and that is why there is tomorrow...a way to start anew Caroline~~
bitch away, i say !
and if you really want to vent, you have my email :)
We all have these ~ and then we move on.
(((HUGS)))
I think I've been having a similar type of day ~ :(
And really, Caroline...your honesty is also so refreshing. Because the truth is...we all have days that aren't our "best". And sometimes we try to sugarcoat them (everything is "fine")...when the truth is, that just locks away a part of us that is truth.
Peace to you, dear friend...
Bitch away, beautiful woman!!! Trust me, it helps. Tomorrow will be a better day... Big hug.
It's ok, We are like seasons
always changing
different.
My shitty days make the good ones seem even better.
Remember Seinfeld? Serenity now, insanity later? Gotta let that anger blow sometimes, don't stifle it. It'll still be there tomorrow if you do.
Love you in all your moods!
xoxo
Debi
If you didn't have posts like this once in a while, you wouldn't be nearly as credible, Caroline!
You're the best.
Anyone can put on a happy face. And, many do. It's your courage to be honest and transparent that draws people closer to you.
Blessings,
Carolynn
hope you day gets better
Yes, you can bitch if you want to. Isn't life strange? Somedays we are up and somedays we are down. I wish we could be on an even high of happiness and joy, but I don't think that is possible. So all we can do is go to bed and hope for a better day tomorrow. Thanks!
I love when someone is reflecting my day also. It always makes me feel better to know I am not alone and what the hell to I have to be angry about anyway!!!! Thanks for sharing and here's to a great week ahead.
Calming music helps me too...
Hi Caroline, I've missed so much of you sorry for that.
I'm amazed by the pic in your previous post...man I would never ever dear to take one like that.
You look gorgious inside and out!!!
And in this post....well what can I say, there are always shitty days in ones live to apreciate the better ones even more.
Up to your next post.
Dagmar
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