I am...



I am: confused
I think: from my heart (is that possible)
I know: very little
I want: to be somthing
I have: too much but feel it's not enough
I dislike: the way I feel right now
I miss: working (sometimes)
I fear: failure
I feel: a little hopeless today
I hear: birds chirping
I smell: nothing
I crave: reassurance
I usually: put off things I need to do
I search: for meaning
I wonder: why I am so hard on myself
I regret: letting fear get in the way
I love: all the free time I have, yet wonder if I could be more productive
I care: not as much as I should
I am always: going through this weird cycle
I worry: little (thankfully)
I remember: my childhood dreams
I have: too much on my to do list
I dance: rarely
I sing: in my mind because I am tone deaf
I don’t always: do as I am told
I argue: for the sake of arguing
I write: because it brings me peace
I lose: myself in photography
I wish: I could achieve all that I dream of
I listen: with an open heart
I don't understand: how I can get off this marry go round of self doubt
I can usually be found: right here in front of my computer
I am scared: that this is all for nothing
I need: to change
I forget: that life is about the journey not the destination
I am happy: mostly (although it may not seem like it today)



Thank you September Mom for this brilliant idea...this exercise brought me much clarity today.

Won't you give it a try?




Take a peek...I am blooming 365 days in 2010

28 comments:

life is about the journey not the destination~ let's renew our minds daily with that thought shall we~
peace to you beautiful!
xo

This is a great exercise - think I'll do myself. Thanks for sharing.

You are: beautiful, Caroline.

I loved Kelly's answers and then came here and now love your answers too. Yes, I think I will join in and hope clarity finds me as well.

It sounds like a wonderful writing experience. I hear fear and fearless, and I thank you for this.

Beautiful photo and great meme...is that what they are called?

Fabulous and thought-provoking. Thanks for sharing!

I love your honesty Caroline and I would write one of these on my own but you pretty much covered what I would say (but maybe I'll give it go anyway). You are beautiful, inside and out.

xo
Rochelle

I'm thankful for: People like You. xoxo

You've really opened your bright heart to us today...
Lovely
Thank YOU!
;)

I feel a lot like you today. I'll tell you what I tell myself - keep your chin up, it will all get better eventually, and there are moments of happiness everywhere every day. It's hard to feel them when you are feeling low, so keep an eye open for them.

Good post. Fear and hope seem to be the themes of your responses. Hopefully in time only one of these will remain.

those do make one think...for sure.

i hope you find more assurance to be the you that you want to be.

Here goes!! Just for you, my friend!

I am: loved
I think: I am destined for greatness
I know: a little more each year
I want: to be around others with common ideals
I have: to learn to wait for opportunity
I dislike: routine
I miss: AZ
I fear: success
I feel: I need to concentration on one goal at a time
I hear: the optimism of a new day
I smell: doubt
I crave: being creative
I usually: don't give myself much credit
I search: for higher understanding
I wonder: why I am I own worst critic
I regret: not taking chances
I love: myself, but..
I care: about causes and goodwill gestures
I am always: repeating past mistakes
I worry: about little things
I remember: random movie quotes
I have: a dream to paint on a huge canvas
I dance: in my head
I sing: only when I am being silly
I don’t always: ask permission
I argue: to be right and not to be righteous
I write: in my journal for inner peace.
I lose: at Tic Tac Toe..everytime!
I wish:
I listen: to my own judgements and not others
I don't understand: angry people
I can usually be found: with a latte and magazines at Borders
I am scared: life passing me by
I need: to accept change
I forget: wear I put my keys
I am happy: when I have spent a day writing, picture taking and having good conversation and good food.

I feel similar to what you're going through. I am always going through this weird cycle. And sometimes (like today) I don't know why I bother.

oh my, a powerful list today... so honest and just so you... i love it...

you amaze me each time i visit.. and this selfie...FANTASTIC....

you are BRILLIANT.... xxo, kim

Love this honesty & fear and love that picture. I'm in, but with a less luscious photo.

:) Debi

Dear Caroline,
Hugs and more hugs!
Good for you for being brave, for being honest, for expressing where you are at that moment of your journey.
The process of growth has lots of conflicting emotions with it.
Changing brings gradual peace, but it isn't as easy as it looks. Have heart, with repeated choice, life gets sweeter more and more. It just takes time, and we have so little patience sometimes... If only inner peace was like instant coffee - one spoonful to pour and there it was - hot energy-filled goodness :)

Really honest and brave of you to write this. I found 'Tapping' helps release stuff :) And once again your photography is superb and really compliments all that you write :)

Great exercise Caroline..and great photograph to accompany it!

I think with my heart too. It's when I stop and think with my head that I run into difficulty xo

I love this exercise Caroline..must be refreshing to do.

and in this photo you have great cleavage, so all is good :)

I'm just sayin....

....oh, and love the list !

I love that you did this. All of your answers are wonderful. I love the one about remembering your childhood dreams. They are still there waiting for you. I want to be something too...

I found you through emma tree. I love this. I just did my own list and it was wonderfully satisfying!

I am so glad you don't always do what you are told. Wouldn't we be boring if we did?

I found you after reading Getting There. Boy, could we talk...I too have so much time on my hands and want to be more productive. We discuss it all the time in one of my blogs. Now I must follow you, because your words touched me...

so very lovely . . . words are so beautiful . . .thank you for opening your heart and soul.

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