Yep...I most defiantly downloaded the muse, as suggested by Stark Raving Zen. No doubt about it. I call my muse "the mistress of the night." Seriously. Because the words I am writing are intense, dark, rich and soulful (mmm...sounds like a good cup of coffee). It's like a part of myself that I didn't know existed just opened up. Just like that. *snap* It's even affecting my photography (check out my latest here).
When I finish writing and read the words, I am blown away. Where on earth is this coming from? Because, for the most part, I think of myself as this cheerful, light and carefree "girl". Happy. Easygoing. And what I am writing is haunting to say the least. But it is also very fulfilling. If that makes any sense. (maybe someday I will share my writing...but for now, I am not ready).
It's as if this muse is an ancient wise woman...passing this sacred torch on to me. Letting me know that it's OK to grow up now. It's my time. Because, honestly, I have never felt like a grown up...even with having kids. But suddenly, I feel really different. Older. Wiser. Yes, grown up. As if the words I am writing are changing me as they flow from my mind on to the paper. These words are leaving traces of wisdom...
Thankfully, this post over at Christina's filled me with needed peace and silence, as I yearn for those moments more than ever. I miss the winter right now. I miss that cold hard wind clearing my head. That stillness and solitude of a snowfall. Hibernation...
Man-o-man what a seriously trippy couple of weeks it has been. Never in my life did I expect this to happen.
So, if you happen to download the muse...you better grab that wheel and hold on for dear life...because you are going to be in for one thrilling ride!
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Have you ever seen that movie "The Muse"? It came out probably about 6-7 years ago. On one level it's pretty silly fluff, but on another it's not -- the hero's muse rules his life in an entirely demanding way! He must obey her!
I am very excited for whats being going on with you. Life is a journey.You are coming into your own.
Must be. Be well.
oh my I am hanging on for sure...this is magical to see and read Caroline!
I can feel it in your writing. There is definitely a muse visiting you. I sometimes get just a glimpse, but she hasn't totally evolved yet. Keep listening and writing.
enjoy the ride baby because it's not the destination but the journey
It can be so amazing and maybe even a bit frightening when we undergo such a huge and unexpected transformation - especially when it comes out of nowhere, unbidden. Glad to see you "receive what you are given" and accepting this gift as you transform and move forward to the next stage of your journey, Caroline. Peace be with you.
Enjoy that ride!! I'm so happy for you :) Life has wonderful moments like this for you to celebrate. This will be a great year for you. I just know it!
i could use a nice brisk wind to clear my brain!
but all this makes me think you are headed in the right direction! you are changing, and in a good way! :)
One thrilling ride indeed!! Do you feel any past-life connection to Egypt? Because there is definitely a dark eyed Egyptian beauty hanging around you right now... She's a fire-cracker. You must be BURSTING with energy. I love it! :)
SRZ...funny you mention that...I saw a woman a few years ago that said I had a strong connection to Isis and Egypt. I do feel the presence of a dark haired exotic women for sure!
The difference in you is so very noticeable. A beautiful transformation and that photo of the bird is breath taking!
Caroline, I tried to comment on the other site but couldn't. The bird is beautiful. I see you've been to Jerry's place!
I love the photograph. And love where you're going. Glad we're along for the ride, as well!
that photo of the cardinal....seriously, it needs to be in a gallery NOW !
it is amazing !!!
and the writing and the words...maybe it's just the season of....ummmm....something !
I don't know what to call it either, but I think I have a little bit of it.....you my amazing writing friend have a whole lot of it....
be thankful for it !
This is one of those strange but rewarding moment in our creative life when the energy spur and we travel to different path. But what joy and satisfaction we have!
Thank you for your lovely support and comment re my "arty" break through. You're such a generous person. :)
Awesome, Caroline :)
Keep writing! I can imagine how fabulous your work is! I love this picture too :) Your Muse is working overtime...LOL
AwESOME!
LOVE and HUGS :)))
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Hi Caroline I'm so sorry I've been busy (you can't imagine). Missed out on your last couple post. And STILL haven't read your second part of the story. I wanna sit down and find the right moment...when will that ever happen? But I'll promise I will read it.
Love this one too.
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